I Exist

Oh I’ve fallen out of my graces.
I can’t look at myself anymore.
Fold up on my bed and erase the thoughts I had
the night before.

But I’m not that cold to let you slip down in the mud.
I’ll pull you close and lift you up and say

Walk with me out of this mess.
Unspoken thanks with glances proves that you’re not broken yet.
Oh but I need to confess.
I’m only doing this so you would know that I exist.

Hold my posture while you watch your presence
makes me test my strength.
If I could I’d make it better.
I know I can but at what length.

But I’m not that strong to let your love depend on mine.
I need you to give me a sign and say

Walk with me out of this mess.
Unspoken thanks with glances proves that you’re not broken yet.
Oh but I need to confess.
I’m only doing this so you would know that I exist.

I’m thinking

I watched your eyes light up as we met don’t forget you’re cynical cause
you know were friends but that all depends on if you want to be.
You don’t know me you don’t know all of which I am composed.
You just know that I compose and decompose when I see you walking toward me.
And I waited too long just to make a move then we got into that groove
where we’d see sometimes each other around friends but never lovers.
And I guess its not that but of all the dreams I had of you make me wish I knew, yeah I wish I knew.

But I’m not that smart to pick up on your subtleties, give me something I can see.

Walk with me out of this mess.
Unspoken thanks with glances proves that you’re not broken yet.
Oh but I need to confess.
I’m only doing this so you would know that I exist.